I don't know who I am anymore, but maybe I never did. Perhaps if I try hard enough I could find myself. It's just that I don't think I ever will. Some people say that we live behind a mask. I tend to agree with that theory, but only because a lot of people I know do. I thought that I didn't, but if I don't even know who I am, I must be? If I am not myself, then I am not me. Therefore I am living behind a mask... but am I only to certain people, people that I don't want to know, judge or hate me. But thats when I ask myself, don't you always say that you don't care what others think..? And at times I don't, but at times I do. All I really know is that I don't want to be here, but then where else would I be. So I guess I don't really know that, and I never will. That's one thing I can be sure of.