Confusion

Utter confusion. You always seem to think you know what you want, then it hits you, that you really don't. The time comes when you are actually faced with it, and it creates one big mess inside your head. You can't see the positives is has, just the negatives. You go round and round in circles trying to figure it out, but the more you do, the less you know what you actually want. You look for the right answer, but its no where to be found, and you end up feeling even more confused than you were before. When you think about it all, compared to everything else, it should be easy, but for some reason it isn't. For some reason it appears an even bigger problem than all the others. I guess for everyone, its really scary when you're actually faced with the issue, cos up until then it was fine and didn't mean much at all, but as soon as it gets down to business you want to run away as far as you can and hide. But thats not an option, because if it were you wouldn't be the slightest bit confused.