This final week of Home and Away 2010 was incredible, considering its a soapie, BUT. The promo for 2011 looks amazing. I am literally, so f*#$ing excited. WOAH.

btw, song is by birds of tokyo, and it's called plans.

mila.

Newest obsession, this lady is amazing.

demi.

I'm not quite sure what it is, but i just love this photo. 

Nice Girl

Lauren Conrad's wisw words of wisdom

This girl has said some amazing one liners over the years..

- "Don't ever cry over someone that wouldn't cry over you."

- "Having someone do your dirty work doesn't make you a good person!"

- "Sometimes we sacrifice friendship for the one we love... It wouldn't be the first time."

 - "If I've learned one thing it's like everyone and trust no-one"

- "I never let the opinions of others affect my friendships...like I don't do that."

- "It is what it is, it's not always fair!"

- "He's a sucky Person....He's a sucky person!!"

 - ‎"She did the worst thing a friend could do, she believed it."

- "So fun question, which one of you invited Heidi?"

- "I think that a lot of times, I trust people I shouldn't, and it turns out right, and it makes me feel a little better about it."

- "HOME BOY WOULD POISON MY DRINK!"

- "YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID!!"

- ‎"For someone who has done nothing, you've spent a lot of time defending it."

 - ‎"You can't just like half of who a person is."

- "I wanna forgive you... and i wanna forget you!"

- "Keeping my opinions to myself... just gets me trouble.."

 - ‎"Hey bubba...life's tough... get a helmet!!"

- "I know how to be her best friend.. and I know how to hate her.. and I don't know how to do anything in between'

- "So he returns your calls, which Justin didn't. He likes to kiss, which Justin didn't. He bathes, which Justin didn't. UPGRADE!"

- "I have realised that a few good friends is better than Lots of fake friends!"

- "It's insulting on so many different levels. She's calling me a bad friend, she's calling me a shady person, she's calling me a slut!"

- "Boys are like purses. You're always gonna have that one boy that you're always comfortable with and you know you'll always kind of like. That's your purse that you wear everywhere. Then you have that gorgeous bag that you want everyone to see you with but the gorgeous bag is usually an asshole or costs a lot of money. Then, you have those other purses that you really like but you really don't want to be seen with."

- "Sometimes, whether you did something, or you did nothing, it's just as bad."

- "There's always that one guy that you will always go back to. Even though you date other people in between, you are always in the back of your mind hoping to run into that guy."

- "No girl would willingly touch that scum..... WOOOH where'd that come from?"

- "Homeboy wore combat boots to the beach, i KNOW you don't want that to be your boyfriend?"

-  ‎"I just saw Lo's Britney"

- “The worst part is at the end of the day you were one of my best friends and I feel like I’ve completely lost that. I’ve lost another friend. I’m so tired of trying to make you be my friend. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel pathetic.”

-  ‎"I think that everyone can change if the right person comes along... and I think that every

girl wants to be the right person. Every girl wants to be the one girl that can change that guy."

...Just to name a few

Val

Finders Keepers dress for my Year 12 Valedictory 

This little beauty is all..... MINE. 

this beauty

This Style Stalker dress worn by Kim Kardashian I hope, will soon be mine . It's a part of their new collection 'Desert Fox' which is due out this month. I am constantly refreshing their site just to see if its available yet, I cannot wait!

R.I.P

Today three-time world champion surfer Andy Irons died.  He was 32, with a wife that is eight months pregnant. It's losses like these that make it apparent that the world has a horrible way of taking away the things we love. My thoughts are with his family and friends.

The end of the beginning

It's been a while since I last posted, so I figure now that I'm done with school I should start up again. So yep thats right, yesterday was my final day ever. A few months ago I was really, and I mean really looking forward to it, but now that this day has come and gone I feel nothing but sad. For thirteen years of my life I have been at school, it pretty much feels like home. And now with classes done and soon to be finished exams I'll have no reason to go back. All through my life I've found it hard to let go of things, people, relationships whatever they may be or who with, incidents and now to have to 'let go' of school, I don't think I can. I sit here writing this, and it really just makes me want to cry. I know I should be happy, at least in some way, but I'm not at all. Eventually I hope that I don't feel this way anymore, but for now I'm finding it extremely hard not to.

gaga

Lady Gaga looked incredible at the 2010 MTV music awards, wearing a dress by Franc Fernandez.

drew.

so rich, so pretty.

story of my life..

new dress

This Sass&Bide dress has being worn by a few different celebrities, Kim Kardashian being one of them.

After seeing a few pictures of it in Famous magazine I happened to come across a similar dress to the black version.  This I found in a cheapo shop on Swanton Street. This is now my new dress!

it hurts

It hurts, when I see you with her. It hurts, when you look the other way. But what hurts the most, is that I see you everyday.

Jeffery Campbell

So after seeing these lace up corset heels by Jeffery Campbell I decided to look at his other shoes, and wow were they amazing. Hopefully I'll be able to put up some photos of ones that I really like (even though I like them all!) but these will be the favourite ones, that if I could afford I would buy. His shoes are reasonably priced anyway on the site I found: http://www.solestruck.com/jeffrey-campbell-womens-shoes/

I was unable to find the lace up corset heels on this site but after many minutes of searching I found a site that sells them online, only problem is they are selling for about 220$, which I am not to sure will be good for my bank account balance. So now to deliberate the pros and cons and see if these little beauties will soon be mine.

Shoes, shoes, and more shoes.

I like every other girl have a major fetish for shoes, it's true. When the heart is lonely or sad, a nice pair of news shoes always do the trick. If I were rich, or at least had the extra cash to spend, I would use it all for shoes. They are just so pretty to look at, and can change and make many different outfits. Each shoe expresses in some way who you are and even if a million other girls have it you can always find a way to make it your own. So I thought Id select a few styles that I am really loving right now and show you come ones that if, and I mean if I had the money, would already have sitting in my room.

Tony Bianco Suede Boots and Black Heels.

Christian Louboutin Spike Heels

Jeffery Campbell Corset Lace Up Heels 

The four pairs of shoes below can be purchased from Rubi Shoes. Each under $50.

lyrics

Hurtful - Erik Hassel

I used to laugh it off

I used to look the other way
I used to save them troubles for another day
I kept my fingers crossed
I used to never take the blame
I'd pull a sunshine story in a pouring rain
The more I had to change I'd just stay the same

(The same, the same, I stayed the same)

You don't know what you got till you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful

I used to bide my time
I used to beat around the bush
I'd rather give my ego another push
I used to be a fool
It was a foolish game I played
And it's a fool's fate counting mistakes I've made
Once I had it right it was all too late

(Too late, too late, too little too late)

You don't know what you got until you're missing it a lot
I had to go throw it away
I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful
It is hurtful
It's hurtful

Oh what I did to you
(What I did to you)

What I did to you was hurtful
What I'm going through is hurtful

I was wrong from the start from the bottom of my heart I apologize
What I did to you was hurtful
And what I'm going through is hurtful

Luke Mitchell

alone - part two

Before opening her eyes she felt his soft warm lips pursed against hers, as she breathed in the fresh air. She opened her eyes and coughed, sand falling from her lips. She was cold, to cold. What was happening, this surely wasn't heaven, or whatever place you go, she was sure of it. She could feel, and the strangest thing about it all was that it didn't feel right. She zoned back into consciousness hearing his voice, "hello, hello. are you okay?" She tried to speak, but it was hard to make the words come out. She thought about, was she really okay? That she didn't know, this wasn't what she'd planned, but in the reality of it all she should have being okay at this moment, whether she was she was unsure. She looked up at him, his eyes, ever so blue. Wow they were so beautiful she thought, she deep and grey, just like the ocean. Then all of a sudden she began to scream, pulling away from the touch of his warm body. "Shhh, it will be okay, Ive got you, you're okay now, don't worry you don't have to talk.. Come on I'll go get you some water and dry clothes" he said. She nodded as the tears ran down her cheeks. Before he went to pick her up he pulled of his woolen jumper and wrapped her in it. She had never felt so at ease like this, for once she felt safe, and even though she had no idea who he was, she didn't feel as alone.

He put her on the ground, her body was freezing cold, like ice. What do I do what do I do he thought, then as he put his mouth against hers he began to give her mouth to mouth. Come on he thought, please be okay please be okay. He lips were smooth, even though chilled by the cold of the ocean he could feel the life burning in them. Then as he pulled back she awoke and spluttered water and sand everywhere. Thank god he thought to himself, now what to do.. yes ask if she was ok. He pulled her against him and looked down, her eyes, looked soo.. so lost. "hello, hello. are you okay?" She didn't say anything but only stared. He wasn't sure what was happening until she began to scream. What the fuck was going on. He quickly calmed her down and took off his top and wrapped her in it to keep her warm. "Shhh, it will be okay, Ive got you, you're okay now, don't worry you don't have to talk.. Come on I'll go get you some water and dry clothes" He picked her up and started to make his way back to his car. He couldn't make sense of what happened in that short instant, but whatever it was, there was something about this girl, that made him ever so curious, and whatever that was, he would make sure to find out. the bigger question that burned at him as he walked up the beach, was what was she doing there in the first place.

Today, was like any other day.

The past couple of days my head has being all over the place, I've felt happy, silly, angry and sad all in one day. Aside from all this nonsense I was happy to not have the added drama of you. Well that didn't last long. But nothing ever does, does it? I tried to go along, pretending like it hadn't mattered for so long, but every time I let go for one second, you get me back, hook, line and sinker. I guess my only way of dealing with it was avoiding it, but that only lasted so long. I gave you the cold shoulder, acted like I didn't care, just as you had before when I had cared, and now that I didn't want you, you wanted what you couldn't have. And whatever that was, whatever kind of relationship it be, friends. more than friends. friends with benefits. or even just acquaintances, you wanted it. I didn't know what you meant, and I still don't. Maybe it didn't mean anything, the words that you spoke, but when I thought that I didn't want you anymore, it seemed that once again I did. So today, what ever you did, whatever you said, has got my head in the biggest mess. Today was like no other, but only like all the other ones I had let go. These are now ever so slowly creeping back to fuck with my head, and I don't know what to do. All I know is that I'm sitting here, wishing that I was with you.

lyrics

This Love (Will Be Your Downfall)

Who are we to be emotional?

Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all?
Oh, who are we to turn each other's heads?
Who are we to find ourselves in other people's beds?

Oh, I don't like the way I never listen to myself
I feel like I'm on fire and I'm trying to cry for help
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all

This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall

I'm feeling down about this love

Who are you to make me feel so good?
Who are we to tell ourselves that we're misunderstood?
Oh, who am I to say I'm always yours?
Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores?
Oh, I don't see a reason why we can't just be apart
We're falling on each other like we're always in the dark
Oh, I don't think you know me much at all, at all

This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
(At all)

This love is not what you want
This heart will never be yours
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall
This love is be and end all
This love will be your downfall

Little J's all grown up.

Julian Morris

Now somebodies a bit of a babe..

Kim Kardashian.

I really admire Kim Kardashian, the main reason why is she has a major ghetto booty but flaunts it like theres no tomorrow. It's nice for a change to see someone embraces their curves, which are actually curves. 

Leighton Meester

alone - part one

She stood there motionless, in the soft yellow sand. Her toes pushed softly into the tiny grains. It was a nice feeling, fresh and raw, but it wasn't enough. She looked out at the darkened blue sea, only to look above to find grey clouds. She felt sick at the sight of this, it was beautiful, but in a horrifying way that scared her. But for this very moment it didn't matter. She began to make her way to the waters edge, the cold sand not so soft as before. The waves crashing against her legs sent shivers down her spine, but that didn't stop her. As she made her way into the water the cold chill of it pierced her body with each step she took. It got deeper and deeper, slowly darker and darker, where the oceans floor was hard to be seen. It began to rain, as she looked out to the open sea, so big, full of unknown mysterious that she would shortly no longer have the chance to discover. She felt alone, but she had always being alone, and the big sea only showed her even more how little and significant she was in the world. As she counted three, two, one she went under, and let the waves take her away with the tide. She felt her head spinning, when would this be over she thought. It was not long until she felt her head crash against a rock, her head burned with pain as she saw the blood flow with the water. Her head began to spin, her vision blurred and it was all gone.

He stood there alone, on the soft green grass. It would be getting dark soon but he needed to get away from that place. He looked down the long beach, it was deserted with no one in sight, all that could be seen was big clumps of seaweed. As he began to make his way to the sand he felt the chill of the air upon his back. It was cold, but in a nice way. He started to walk down the beach, it was nice to finally be alone. He hadn't being alone like this in weeks he thought, how refreshing. As he was walking he noticed something in the water, how strange he thought, no one would be out in the surf with this current. This made him curious so he began to pick up the pass and see what it was, as he came closer he realized it was a girl. Hmm what was she doing he thought to himself. It would be bloody freezing in there, no one in their right mind would go swimming at this time of year. He watched, puzzled by what he saw. As he stood there, he saw her go under, but it was in the strangest way, she just pulled herself down, why not in or out to sea he thought. He watched, waiting for her return to the surface, a few seconds went by but nothing. Then all of a sudden, he spotted a deep red in the water. Shit, what the hell was going on, he looked around the beach where she must of come from, but no one was there. As he looked back her saw her body float to the surface. He ran. As fast as he could, without wasting anytime he ran into the water, the waves crashing against him as he made his way into the rough sea. He grabbed a hold of her arm and started to swim back to shore. As he carried her to the sand he once again looked around, hoping there would be someone who could help, but there was no one. He looked down at her, her head was cut and she wasn't breathing. What the fuck had she being thinking he thought, but that didn't matter now, it was to late to late for that.

Adriana Lima