The end of the beginning

It's been a while since I last posted, so I figure now that I'm done with school I should start up again. So yep thats right, yesterday was my final day ever. A few months ago I was really, and I mean really looking forward to it, but now that this day has come and gone I feel nothing but sad. For thirteen years of my life I have been at school, it pretty much feels like home. And now with classes done and soon to be finished exams I'll have no reason to go back. All through my life I've found it hard to let go of things, people, relationships whatever they may be or who with, incidents and now to have to 'let go' of school, I don't think I can. I sit here writing this, and it really just makes me want to cry. I know I should be happy, at least in some way, but I'm not at all. Eventually I hope that I don't feel this way anymore, but for now I'm finding it extremely hard not to.